Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Back
Hahaha reading back my old posts shows how much I have grown in this two years. The young me who had problems over the petty things is now grown or so called to be. Well this place would be my place of memories then and this point of time MALINI has entered and just left my life. Oh god, is this the right decision i made? Was i just talking out of emotion? Or is it just the fact that we can never be together? This brings me to my next question. Will I ever find a girlfriend? Am i that ugly or just being too nice? Girls are sooo confusing and complicated that i really dont know what they want. But one thing i want to ask for is God please help me!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
MUSIC!
Music is part of my life!
when i am sad, i drown myself into music
when i am happy, i bloom myself into music
when i am angry, i explode myself into music
when i am lonely, i corner myself into music
i'll just go to my lala land when ever i am with my music
it is something that calms me down, that makes me think of the past, present and future
at the same time having the passion for soccer i will think of the skills that i can learn whenever i listen to music
i just enjoy every moment of the music and get super pissed when i am interupted...
when i shit,sleep,cycle or bathe i listen to music and i aint lying
i am a person who hates boredom and some how music excites me
when i am alone music is my friend that keeps me company
thats y i never leave my house without a ipod or now iphone....
when i am sad, i drown myself into music
when i am happy, i bloom myself into music
when i am angry, i explode myself into music
when i am lonely, i corner myself into music
i'll just go to my lala land when ever i am with my music
it is something that calms me down, that makes me think of the past, present and future
at the same time having the passion for soccer i will think of the skills that i can learn whenever i listen to music
i just enjoy every moment of the music and get super pissed when i am interupted...
when i shit,sleep,cycle or bathe i listen to music and i aint lying
i am a person who hates boredom and some how music excites me
when i am alone music is my friend that keeps me company
thats y i never leave my house without a ipod or now iphone....
Sunday, January 30, 2011
AFT!
ARTTEEN FURTEENS baby....
who does not who they are....
they are the best my man
hahaha
okok serious shit! AFT is a group that brings in youths and nurtures them unil they are filled with talents.
it is a group i joined and have not regretted any moment of it.
many of my classmates do not know what is AFT is at this moment of time but believe me it will become of the greatest act groups around. even better than act3 itself!
well the starting few months were odd, everything is new, new people, new place basically the atmosphere itself was new to me.
i did not know what i was doing here, for some reason it did not intrest me at the start. but after getting to know everyone.....man i am so gald that i made THE BEST decision ever.
i also have to admit that i was a slacker in this group but only went for their meetings and rehearsals for the company of my friends......until when naathan talked to me about what would happen to aft after saras leaves few weeks back. that was a random talk but somehow it hit me on what the hell am i doing now. IT IS WRONG MAN!
since then i started to do my work and saras said these words more than once " i am proud of u. u are a changed man." it felt good when she said this and at then tought to myself why couldn't i have started this earlier and get praises. praises are not the main reason but finally i am doing something that will help AFT in the future....
COOL SHIT!
who does not who they are....
they are the best my man
hahaha
okok serious shit! AFT is a group that brings in youths and nurtures them unil they are filled with talents.
it is a group i joined and have not regretted any moment of it.
many of my classmates do not know what is AFT is at this moment of time but believe me it will become of the greatest act groups around. even better than act3 itself!
well the starting few months were odd, everything is new, new people, new place basically the atmosphere itself was new to me.
i did not know what i was doing here, for some reason it did not intrest me at the start. but after getting to know everyone.....man i am so gald that i made THE BEST decision ever.
i also have to admit that i was a slacker in this group but only went for their meetings and rehearsals for the company of my friends......until when naathan talked to me about what would happen to aft after saras leaves few weeks back. that was a random talk but somehow it hit me on what the hell am i doing now. IT IS WRONG MAN!
since then i started to do my work and saras said these words more than once " i am proud of u. u are a changed man." it felt good when she said this and at then tought to myself why couldn't i have started this earlier and get praises. praises are not the main reason but finally i am doing something that will help AFT in the future....
COOL SHIT!
Monday, January 17, 2011
sucky week!
sorry peeps....
its been a long time since i have wrote and you know why?
cause this week fucking sucks
i have finishes my 300 dollar allowance this week
how u ask me?
i also dont know
serious la makkal
i dont know how i finished it
maybe it is because i took taxi almost everyday travelling from woodlands to bishan during peak hours?
wtf man
how could i wast so much money
oh yah ppl, money is not the only problem
stupid decisions made by me that caused shit problems which i dont wanna share
but one thing many doors has opened and many windows are clear now
:):):):):)
its been a long time since i have wrote and you know why?
cause this week fucking sucks
i have finishes my 300 dollar allowance this week
how u ask me?
i also dont know
serious la makkal
i dont know how i finished it
maybe it is because i took taxi almost everyday travelling from woodlands to bishan during peak hours?
wtf man
how could i wast so much money
oh yah ppl, money is not the only problem
stupid decisions made by me that caused shit problems which i dont wanna share
but one thing many doors has opened and many windows are clear now
:):):):):)
Monday, January 3, 2011
MOM!
my mom is such a great person but there are times where she irritates me like hell. the time she irritates me is when she does not believe me. on jan 1, i wanted to go kbox and just slack with my friends.she asked where i was going and i told her kbox. just when i did her face totally changed. you could litereally see that pissed face of hers.
she then asked "who gave you the permission to go?" when the day before i already told her i am going and she did not say anything.....we all know that silence means consent....believing that i was like ok.
she even called my dad who was busy on that day to "inform" not complain people but "inform" him.
these were her exact words "look at him he is ready and all......and now wants to go out.....they all start like this kbox then pool/snooker and u know what next"
after a very long dual i did go out
but that jus made me think why cant she just trust me? i am going to be eighteen in a short while but she still thinks of me as a small child.
what ever i am saying now does not make my mom a bad person i still love her but she has to trust me and just know i wont go the wrong way.....she has done alot of great things but she just has to believe in me.
here is a story of a mom and always reminds me of my mom......here it goes....
there was this mom with her only child. the mom had only one eye and looked very disgusting and even her child discriminated her. she did not have enough money to even support herself but always tried to make her son happy and always gave him the best. when he asked for a motorbike she bought for him when he wanted a guitar she bought for him.she never once frowned or said NO.
soon the day of the sons's marriage came by and the mother had to sell her house where they stayed for 15 years to make the marriage seem grand. the son soon had his own children. if the children and wife did not like the mom would not be a prob but even the son hated his mom. he could not stand her sight. he always scolded her.
why of all people must you give birth to me? why are you this ugly? can you go find your own place to stay? he ranted at his mom.
the mom always wanted his happines and so stayed in an old folks home. 2 years later she passed away. even then the son did not want to go for her funeral and he acted as he did know about her death. 5 years later from her death when he is abit well off he went back to his old house where he stayed for 15 years. while looking through the house.....he found a note from his mom
"Son i know you will come here one day to look through this place. By the time you are reading this i might be no more but what ever it is i still love you. i love you till a point of time i did not have enough medicines for my self and only could afford to bath only once a week. but you did not care. here is something my son, that i have never told you.....when you were 5 you got into a freak accident and lost your eye and that left eye of yours is not really yours......i love you my son and always want the best for you. I did not care how i looked but wanted you to look like a prince."
so people we should always be grateful to our mom as they always want the best for us.....
she then asked "who gave you the permission to go?" when the day before i already told her i am going and she did not say anything.....we all know that silence means consent....believing that i was like ok.
she even called my dad who was busy on that day to "inform" not complain people but "inform" him.
these were her exact words "look at him he is ready and all......and now wants to go out.....they all start like this kbox then pool/snooker and u know what next"
after a very long dual i did go out
but that jus made me think why cant she just trust me? i am going to be eighteen in a short while but she still thinks of me as a small child.
what ever i am saying now does not make my mom a bad person i still love her but she has to trust me and just know i wont go the wrong way.....she has done alot of great things but she just has to believe in me.
here is a story of a mom and always reminds me of my mom......here it goes....
there was this mom with her only child. the mom had only one eye and looked very disgusting and even her child discriminated her. she did not have enough money to even support herself but always tried to make her son happy and always gave him the best. when he asked for a motorbike she bought for him when he wanted a guitar she bought for him.she never once frowned or said NO.
soon the day of the sons's marriage came by and the mother had to sell her house where they stayed for 15 years to make the marriage seem grand. the son soon had his own children. if the children and wife did not like the mom would not be a prob but even the son hated his mom. he could not stand her sight. he always scolded her.
why of all people must you give birth to me? why are you this ugly? can you go find your own place to stay? he ranted at his mom.
the mom always wanted his happines and so stayed in an old folks home. 2 years later she passed away. even then the son did not want to go for her funeral and he acted as he did know about her death. 5 years later from her death when he is abit well off he went back to his old house where he stayed for 15 years. while looking through the house.....he found a note from his mom
"Son i know you will come here one day to look through this place. By the time you are reading this i might be no more but what ever it is i still love you. i love you till a point of time i did not have enough medicines for my self and only could afford to bath only once a week. but you did not care. here is something my son, that i have never told you.....when you were 5 you got into a freak accident and lost your eye and that left eye of yours is not really yours......i love you my son and always want the best for you. I did not care how i looked but wanted you to look like a prince."
so people we should always be grateful to our mom as they always want the best for us.....
Friday, December 31, 2010
2011!
2010 was an smooth sailing year meeting new people, making new friends and obvioulsy spending excellent time with my homies. No one should be saying " oh i should have done that " or "shit y did i do that" No one should be regretting what they have done cause it was meant to be in that way.
either bad or good it has happened for a reason and we learnt something from it. lets all not regret what has happened in the past cause it was still awesome either way.
2011 would be another one of those years where we would have our ups and downs, roller coaster rides, new relationships and i might finally fall in love with a girl in 2011. whatever it is what i definetly know is that i would still have homies when ever i need them. that i am definetly sure. so i am ready to go head on for 2011 willing to surpass any challenges and enjoying every rides.
SO COME ON 2011, BRING IT ON!!!
Here are some pictures which i will never forget.....
either bad or good it has happened for a reason and we learnt something from it. lets all not regret what has happened in the past cause it was still awesome either way.
2011 would be another one of those years where we would have our ups and downs, roller coaster rides, new relationships and i might finally fall in love with a girl in 2011. whatever it is what i definetly know is that i would still have homies when ever i need them. that i am definetly sure. so i am ready to go head on for 2011 willing to surpass any challenges and enjoying every rides.
SO COME ON 2011, BRING IT ON!!!
Here are some pictures which i will never forget.....
my first class w35e
halloween party
kelvin doing the merlion
haha
canberrans dinner
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
The return.
Hey Hey, just returned from INGENIEUR camp.
It is a camp that was programmed for the future student leaders. It was a camp to make all the leaders come together as one.
So on the first day of the camp we were seperated into teams. I was cautious and afraid that i would tip people off with my nonsense and bullshit. HAHA
Just because of that i was not myself being quiet on all three days. Did not feel like myself for the three days but who cares when i still had a hell of a time.
We had some ice breaking games, were introduced to our in-charges of our team(they are awesome) and then moved to different places of the school playing games.
The second day was the best.....we went throught the maze.
Yes people MAZE. However, this is not a normal maze, let me describe........
When we entered the dorm/room/closet/small space and when the door closed.....you literally see nothing. Even my chinese friends could not see themselves.......Yes people chinese friends cause some motherfuckers out there would be having a racist comment ready to blurt out when i say i cannot see myself in a dark room. HAHAHA
We have to climb up,down bumping here and there touchng trying to open doors squeezing myself into tight spaces which made me feel sooo thin
On the third day we basically did nothing and went home at 12.....
What i learnt from this experience was alot......becoming a leader is not easy but it aint that difficult either.
On a happy note...i made many friends who are funny,serious, caring,kind etc.... and these are the people i would be working with. THEY ARE AWESOME!!!!!
-GHAU KAKA PEOPLE!!!!
It is a camp that was programmed for the future student leaders. It was a camp to make all the leaders come together as one.
So on the first day of the camp we were seperated into teams. I was cautious and afraid that i would tip people off with my nonsense and bullshit. HAHA
Just because of that i was not myself being quiet on all three days. Did not feel like myself for the three days but who cares when i still had a hell of a time.
We had some ice breaking games, were introduced to our in-charges of our team(they are awesome) and then moved to different places of the school playing games.
The second day was the best.....we went throught the maze.
Yes people MAZE. However, this is not a normal maze, let me describe........
When we entered the dorm/room/closet/small space and when the door closed.....you literally see nothing. Even my chinese friends could not see themselves.......Yes people chinese friends cause some motherfuckers out there would be having a racist comment ready to blurt out when i say i cannot see myself in a dark room. HAHAHA
We have to climb up,down bumping here and there touchng trying to open doors squeezing myself into tight spaces which made me feel sooo thin
On the third day we basically did nothing and went home at 12.....
What i learnt from this experience was alot......becoming a leader is not easy but it aint that difficult either.
On a happy note...i made many friends who are funny,serious, caring,kind etc.... and these are the people i would be working with. THEY ARE AWESOME!!!!!
-GHAU KAKA PEOPLE!!!!
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